Sunday, August 17, 2003
Alrite..there's plenty of girls in my life n dating is not a problem..so what it? my lack of direction and focus. i was talking to mel frm 2am all the way to 5. wow...its been like yrs since i could talk on the phone and even longer for her since she's like 21 n im only 19. haa joke.. but she's attached n apparently e guy is even older... well i dont need to know... n besides i made a promise to leave attached girls alone.. remember how much it hurts to see ur loved one turn u away for another person? u might argue that alls fair in love and war. indeed i have used that arguement in the past but times change and the world changes.
And im supposed to be a hair model fer this german guy tmr... but my IA is starting.. im supposed to report work in some desolated place at 8 in the morning while my hair appointment is 9.30. how am i gonna deal with it? well a plan has been formulated and more on that if it falls into place tmr.
Also i decided to continue studyin while doin my complusory service stint in the army. i want options and the benefits of beenin able to choose my future. The army is payin me 400 a mth... so they gonna get a 400 bucks effort from me. Dont even give me the crap abt serving the nation.. at my age..its all for oneself... serving the nation? let me be a sucess and i'll serve u in a better way ! and abt learning leadership qualties and how to deal with crisis? well leaders only emerge in time of crisis ! bullocks i say... The fittness test to determine ur placing is coming.. i should easily get a Gold award but i'll try to find a way out of havin to be in camp for 24/7. the best case scenario will be that i can go home at 5pm everyday so i can do night classes. the only way will be to declared mentally or physically unfit.
On a lesser note: i missed my Time Trial for the 100 and 200ms track event for IVP. The date clashed with my Final year Project presentation and it slipped out of my mind. oh well.. shucks...wasted.
And tmr evening...will be ck's birthday.. prepared a gorgeous present . she will like it..but it will have no meanin to her or me... its over between us( at least now) and i plan to play it cool
Xj is back...since 4 days ago and i was waitin fer her... she doesnt know that and i assumed she would call me the moment she reached home.. NOPE.. i was overconfident.. but she came online and suggested meetin me this comin wk and she will be away with her family durin the wkend. but its diff... i had thought she wld at least give me a call. well nope..but i guess i didnt deserved it too since i more or less neglected her.
Now.. i feel like goin run in 10 mins time. let me prepare. oh and im goin wrong with a powerful digital camera .. to take snapshots of places... maybe im looking for some truth in life through these pictures.. but i can imagine some scenes will look wonderful... its really and idea stilll but more on that later... !
And im supposed to be a hair model fer this german guy tmr... but my IA is starting.. im supposed to report work in some desolated place at 8 in the morning while my hair appointment is 9.30. how am i gonna deal with it? well a plan has been formulated and more on that if it falls into place tmr.
Also i decided to continue studyin while doin my complusory service stint in the army. i want options and the benefits of beenin able to choose my future. The army is payin me 400 a mth... so they gonna get a 400 bucks effort from me. Dont even give me the crap abt serving the nation.. at my age..its all for oneself... serving the nation? let me be a sucess and i'll serve u in a better way ! and abt learning leadership qualties and how to deal with crisis? well leaders only emerge in time of crisis ! bullocks i say... The fittness test to determine ur placing is coming.. i should easily get a Gold award but i'll try to find a way out of havin to be in camp for 24/7. the best case scenario will be that i can go home at 5pm everyday so i can do night classes. the only way will be to declared mentally or physically unfit.
On a lesser note: i missed my Time Trial for the 100 and 200ms track event for IVP. The date clashed with my Final year Project presentation and it slipped out of my mind. oh well.. shucks...wasted.
And tmr evening...will be ck's birthday.. prepared a gorgeous present . she will like it..but it will have no meanin to her or me... its over between us( at least now) and i plan to play it cool
Xj is back...since 4 days ago and i was waitin fer her... she doesnt know that and i assumed she would call me the moment she reached home.. NOPE.. i was overconfident.. but she came online and suggested meetin me this comin wk and she will be away with her family durin the wkend. but its diff... i had thought she wld at least give me a call. well nope..but i guess i didnt deserved it too since i more or less neglected her.
Now.. i feel like goin run in 10 mins time. let me prepare. oh and im goin wrong with a powerful digital camera .. to take snapshots of places... maybe im looking for some truth in life through these pictures.. but i can imagine some scenes will look wonderful... its really and idea stilll but more on that later... !
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